Sunday, December 25, 2011

Should I give up or should i just keep chasing pavements?

.. Even if it leads nowhere. Haha! I keep repeating this song and i remember all the lyrics are saying. beautiful and meaningful song indeed. I miss blogging and the fact right now I'm in long holiday it makes it even better! Tho, my internet connection in my home is freaking damn slow O.o but it wouldn't stop me to update new post today! lol

I had started my holiday like a month ago, and it's sucks to have nothing to do. My life here is full of sleeping like a mad pig, going out to the same shopping mall over and over again, sitting in the same favorite coffee shop till the waiters giving me discount *thanks hahaha*, watching tv, and sleep. I'm regretting every moments of my sister's offer trip to traveling Europe :( but overall, i appreciate and do enjoy this 3 months holiday since I always complaining about my college and their never ending assignment.

"Time flies when you're having fun", Hell yes! My holiday passed so quickly! I didn't expect it to be that fast, and I can't believe today is Christmas day! I love Christmas spirit! Omgodness, Who doesn't? It's the perfect time to celebrate xmas time with your loved ones and I'm glad to be able to celebrate it with my parent this year. Recently, I'm listening to Michael Buble's christmas songs collection and i loooovvveee it :) *recommended to buy*

Merry Christmas to all people who reading this :)

May God bless you all & have a wonderful one! :*
*me & sis when she's visiting me*

P.S: The fact I miss blogging so much, I'll promise to update this more often! I love you, my blog

Friday, July 8, 2011

Never say goodbye, I'd prefer to say see ya later :)

bloggers, i just came back from murni restaurant with dear twin and classmates ; olla, adeline, lisa, hansel and vishnu. nice chit chatting and supper together. its been long time i din go out and went back till midnight. weehee :) and for those who ask what music i use. the title is : RHYTHM OF LOVE - JOSEPH VINCENT AND CLARA C. i love this version and i know my boyfriend is damn sexy there. oh no, he's indeed sexy =3

and now i'm officially say that i'm done. yeah, freedom finally come to mama. haven't plan yet what to do but still FREEDOM is now in my hand! exam went really well too haha and best of lucks to all my dear friends classmates for next paper tomorrow, for the sake of 1 remaining subject! xx

IF i have to rewind back to the very beginning college life of mine. firstly it would be bring me smile widely, proud of myself and also tears. hehe i have to admit that i hate crying, i really do. but i think my tears worth in this stage. never thought in my mind would meet such a great classmates, friends, and fun chit chat mates that connect together.

" may my tears come from laughing, cos i find friends worth having "

today is the last day of foundation in communication 2010. darn, i'm gonna miss this class for sure. the laughter, the nonsense joke that i always find funny, the people in it. indescribable, i atbsofudginlutely loving this course and for sure the awesome peeps in it :) so i'll let my self to give the power of pictures to speak.

spot any differences? :) well the most obvious thing to seen is my ridonkulously hair. i love my hair, but i just miss my long hair, but on the other hand i hate my hair now cos it looks so messy. hmm don't know i should cut it again or let it grow beautifully long? no? hahaa

another my favorite's picture :

do we really look a like? haha

olen and mummy claira ;p

my favorite's person in FICM = Kye Tay :)
and those grey shoes is gone nowhere :(

dance dance day :)

i miss the practicing day :(

colmare tropicale :)

1 year i've been in college, it's quick i know. time passed fast when i had fun
i did have fun with these people and now it's the time to see you laterr. :)

like i said, i prefer say see you later rather than saying goodbye.

anyonyo, going to cry now haha i've experiencing this before, but why this one so hard to leave? but oh well, i'll still meet another great peeps that do the same degree with me. for those who go overseas, ryan, aubrey. i wish you very good luck and yesh visit us haha gonna miss these two fellas haha :D

" I never find a 'good' in goodbye "

but now, i know that i witnessed it. well, it's not a perfect good but it still a great. awesome, and amazing time ever.

i love FICM 2010.
end story :)


- MY DIET! always tomorrow hehe

i'm going to sleep now, thanks for the great comments. i will reply it soon! hit my bed now mwah mwah

Saturday, July 2, 2011

what is bulbo?

hello guys, again i'm back with no interesting post. I promise myself to have a good and fun post after my exam (: this is the very first of july and praying that this month would be good month for me (; and what is bulbo? bulbo is stand for bulletin board. if you have played friendster before, you know about this. i love to fulfill this to spend my time instead of studying for final exam. oh yeah FINAL EXAM MAN. i'm gonna die. btw i just knew my result for my Media Appreciation, well i satisfied of my work and i gotta do well on my final exam! back to bulbo, what's bulbo? lol omg gotta get kick from people. so, you'll be given out a lot questions and time to answer it. so this is it. take your time to fulfill yours too. :)

About someone:

1. what is the background of your phone wallpaper?

• Its a theme of gardenia party and bird LOL (:

2. who's the last person you text with?

• the apartment owner assistant

3. who's the last person you bbm with?

 Ganesha, my high school best mate!

4. who's the last person you called?

Mom. I miss her so much.

5. who's beside you right now? 

Oh, you wanna scared me now la huh? Fortunately, my twin is now sleeping beside me. :)

6. who's the person who just had their birthday recently?

My SIS friend. Happy birthday Sonia Chang. Her birthday is today, btw (:

7. who's the last person you talked with?

Adeline, my friendly chinese classmates and housemates. Lol

8. why should be her/him?

Because, she is a fun girl to talk to and we're quite connected.

9. if you have $100, who do you want to treat and why?

My best friends, Why? I don't know, I just want to spend my time together with them deeper hehe :)

10. who's from your friends that ever make you cry? 

December 2009 with my SIS mates at KLCC which consist of Jesselyn, Weini, Olla, Sherly, Yuli, Theofani, Leo, Alvin, Kevin, Ervandi, Jon, Calwin, Wendy, and Frans. Sorry if i missed someone. I cried because i have to separate with them. Haha :)

About You:

11. what are the habits of yours that people should imitate with?

• Singing in the toilet (lol, to release stress) it works tho for me. Hehe

12. if you want to pick's your nose, are you gonna tell people first?

OMO, whats with the question? Should I answer it? Lol well, i think no. Haha.

13. where did you usually throw your snot?

Haha ;) tissue. Lol.

14. what is your bad attitude?

Hmm, can't describe. Why? because its too many. :/ but if i pick one, it would be my emotion.

15. how's your fart sound like?
My God, another question that made me laugh. :) The answer is you know, i know la. Haha :)

16. what's the animals that describe you the most?

Monkey. energetic, prank, playful and very lazy. Haha

17. what are the instruments that you can play?

Organ, Piano, and Recorder. Haha. but I would love to try guitar. :)

18. how many times you usually take a shower /day?

2. Hehe

19. what are the things that you still keep till now? what is that, from who?

The massive doraemon doll that I got from my besties. You know who you are.

20. what are the things that you want right now?

Pray a good results for my exam. :)

About School:

21. where's your high school?

Tarakanita II Junior and Senior high school.

22. subjects that results best?

Indonesian language (Of course haha ;p), Geography, and History.

23. what you usually buy in canteen?

HUH! food la. Lol. Do I buy shoes there? Aha, just kidding.

24. how many money your mom give you that time?

Well, 20.000,- rupiah. Eh, thats a lot okay that time. ;p

25. have you ever been in relationship? with who?

Haha yes. Do I have to mention? Let me know my self and keep it as a secret. Ahaha :)

26. teacher you hate the most? why?

I got one. Actually not hate. Just don't like. Ahaha. She always scold me because I'm not good at draw a straight line

27. subject you that don't like?

FOREVER. MATH! Calculation. But I'm proud of myself of the fact that I can passed it with GAO GAO result! Haha. GAO GAO maksudnya pas pas an haha :)

28. who's your quirky friends? and why you find them quirky?

Hey, They are not quirky! They are just unique in their own way. :)

29. your crush that time?

Haha! Oh Gosh, My senior ;p

30. what you miss the most from high school?

Obviously my friends, canteen, togetherness, and theatre.

About him:

31. crush/boyfriend?

Haha can i say crush? ;)

32. who's his name? dare to tell?

Ahah, nope. It's too public la ;p

33. where do you know him?

Erh, quite long time already.

34. know his favorite food?

Yes, Like me. Pasta and stuff like that. ahahah.

35. what do you think he's doing right now?

36. why do you like him?

• He's unique for me.

37. when he looks cute?

• When I tease him and he got jealous. Haha :) 

38. songs to describe both of you?

Rhythm of love. CHEH! haha (: Eh and I just realized my songs Lol.

39. last time you saw him? and where?

Ah long time already din see him. but I talked to him in skype recently :)

40. where is your dream place with him?

Las Vegas. Hee

About anything:

41. what you wanted to do?


42. what country you hope to go?

Netherlands, Dubai, South Korea, Las Vegas.

43. things that you wanted to have and buy?

House. Hehe.

44. your dream job?
Artist! and become a cake expert. Yum!

45. favorite artist?

Ryan Reynolds, Darren Criss and Sandra Bullock. Too many. :) Can I mention Joseph Vincent too? Lol I love him. Check him out! Lol :)

46. if now you could meet anyone you want, who will you meet?

• G-Dragon, please. Lol, he's a genius!

47. first person you follow on twitter?

Hehe I just checked and It's Lianna Wijaya. Haha :)

48. your favorite things that gone?

My favorite top :( Gone because of the laundry people dunno put it where :'(

49. things that you quite know most?

I dun understand this question. Lol :P 

50. what do you think about this bulletin board?

Hey, bul-bo you're success making me sleepy. And yeah gonna hit my bed right now. So, cao :D


Wednesday, June 1, 2011

a whole new world.

hey hey, its been ages since i didn't blogging. i could say for the sake of assignments and the upcoming final exam that enable me to post something here. I'm totally stressed up with the projects that pilling up. Have to finish up the two 2.5k words essay that due in the same day for next week, followed by group presentation econs and psychology, final proposal presentation, speaking exam, listening exam, and last but not least final exam! What a hectic month. Speaking of june, i can't wait for my birthday. mm hmm :)

today has been an emotional day for my classmates, especially for tutorial group II. Mr winston told us to came up with a song that has impact to our life. I desperately blank -.- and couldn't think of any songs. All peoples had done a really great job. Situation start to turn emotional when Ryan stood up in front. well, I guess this has been a learning experiences and i love how my teacher came up with an idea like this. getting know well to each other, appreciate ; loving each other made me hard to leave this 'small' family on July :'(

Me and my twins took this pic when we waited for our sister to arrived at sunway. Just call this as ' Hairband day ' cos we use and wear lots of different hairbands. well our narcism just out tat time :')

Wednesday, May 18, 2011

wait for it because the time will come soon :)

i purposely updating 3 posts for today. firstly because I lack of update recently and i'm afraid i will not update soon due to the assignments and projects that need to be done. I'm graduating this July! I just hope everything goes well, as well as the results! *finger crossed*

oh am having a long break ( not holiday but class break lol ) now. gonna have class at 4? hehe but i don't think i gonna attend the class. feels so lazy ): sorry sir. oh and today am having econ mid term exam. and wow everything went really well. i just hope the result turn out as which how i am confident rite now. thanks to frans for tutoring me on monday nite when i was overnight at his place! :)

today brunch i had this! :) ahahah nope. i'm kidding. im just craving for this ;p okay today brunch, i had mango chicken rice and peach green tea. mm hmm so nice i tell you. and i miss you i miss you.

oh wait, last week long break back to my hometown bringing up my hobby to watch GLEE everyday. now i'm officially a GLEEK. i'm in love with Darren Criss =3. the one who play character as blaine <3 ah love him love him! is he a gay? aww i hope he's not. he's so hot and sexay! :)

i really love guy who can play music and sing. ATTRACTIVE I TELL YOU. AHH i wish my boyfriend is a singer or maybe a musician now HAHAHAHHA. okay, gonna practice more on my piano skills :) mm hmm oh and Joseph Vincent is my favorite too. i wish i could meet this two in real life (: how i wish i'm in sydney and america rite now. =3

and he's hot once again :P oh, olla is sleeping rite now. i'm blogging for about 2 hours now. hha and i'm bored then i took this :) i bought those pink headband 3 months ago and i never wear it. i dun know why lol, i just haven't find the suit clothes to wear with it (: i'm just inlove with the pink and oh i bought this at my college haha for only $5. not bad rite? :)

and till we meet again! x

and when I'm fall in love :')

i think i'm falling for you? i'm asking this questions a lot quite of time :) let you know, falling in love has its own special way. sometimes you just justify with it and u state those standards and all those goes with it but still very indefinite. you just know that you're in love. loves moves in a mysterious way and only two hearts can define it. now if i happen to fall in love with you right now, just please don't ask me why.

There are too much moments we've been through. would I forget about it? no and i will never will. those memorable days would just made my days once i thinking about it.

i miss everything. i miss those times when u waking me up with those sweet little messages that makes me smile in the morning. i miss those small conversations. i miss the time you always encouraging me in everything i do, well you still now. i miss your care. i miss your smile, and i literally miss you. wish you here :')

somewhere in between those thoughts i feel happy. i don't even understand. somethings just really get me speechless, clueless, sleepless but things as such give me great feeling to be happy about you and this life. i love being mysterious and i love the fact you do too. it keeps me wondering and keep me finding out. i just think everything about you is very addictive.

I just can't stop thinking about you. Day by day im just wondering what are you doing there, and all the question that i usually ask you. Do you feel that too? the thing that i only know, you're residing on my mind already. yeah, you own it.

It’s like getting used to the excruciating pain and dealing with it is easier because I tend not to feel anything at all. I have felt it million times before and now as it is just around the corner again, I am so used to it.

when we first meet, i had no idea you would be so much important to me. i like you, a lot. like a lot, a lot haha :) and now all I need is someone who will listen without judging me. Someone who will let me know that what I am doing is right, wrong, enough, or too much. Someone who will give me that assurance that I am not alone in this world. Someone who will prove to me that life is worth living after all. That someone who will truly care, understand and will surely ride with all the pieces of drama in me but will still accept me, love me unconditionally.

sometimes i talk and ask to myself and just thread all the thoughts my mind picks. One way or the other, I always end up thinking where did I go wrong, what happened, will it ever be the same again? am i wrong to loving you? or are you wrong to choose me out of other beautiful girls who loves you better.

the feeling i feel about you right now is called a little crush that grow into something more. i just feel that. you can make me smile, cry in front of you cos i rarely cried in front of many people that i'm not close with. you know when i'm sad, you always cheering me up. you make me comfortable when i'm with you. everything that i never expected of you that could have done all of it.

being forever alone is an option. it's not a destiny either fate where wheels just turned one moment and you're there. sometimes you just have to find it in your own way. seek that heart and fits your heart. or maybe just wait and pray, they always go together. and one day you will just realize that ONE PERSON is just right in front of your eyes :)

i think that if life separates us and we end up in totally different places. i'll always remember our paths aligned for this period of time ; and i'll be thankful of that, and hope that wherever you are, you'll be thankful for that too. iloveyou and missyousomuchrighthere :)

Saturday, April 30, 2011

some astonishing fairy places you would love to come.

Hey back to blogging again :D I just awake from my beautiful sleep HAHAHA and feel so hungry. While waiting my food to come, so I decided to show you the picture of place and food that I would love to go and eat right now! Let the picture do the talking :')



YEAH! finally my food come! :P
Bon Appetite peoples
credits to : PUNCH LOVE VAMPY
sweet canadian boy:)